Sunday, February 1, 2009

Confusion

I don't understand.

Ok. So, it is such a bad thing to like two people? I was happy that I am talking to Josh. Of course I was! I've been talking to him since November and even if I do like him, he is a good friend. And that is all. But, apparently missing talking to a good friend and being happy that I am talking to him again makes me an asshole. I just don't get it. I really did like Jimmy. I was actually kind of hoping something would happen between us. But at the same time I wasn't. But, since I apparently used him, he hates me. Sad, yes. Incredibily. I don't regret being happy about Josh though. I will be what I will be.

I feel bad. But at the same time, shit happens. I really am emotionless. It sucks.

Tomorrow will be awkward I guess. Happy for the daggers that shall be stared at me tomorrow. Whatever.

"There ain't no sin, and there ain't no virtue. There is just things people do."

3 comments:

  1. Ooo tough...but you should trust yourself. You know what's best for you.

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  2. You are not an asshole. You are not the only one to like two people at the same time because we like different people for different reasons. Like Ali said, you know what's best for you :)

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  3. It's okay to like two people at the same time.

    However, it's not very... er... suave to right a blog about how much you miss/are going to like josh through college when you just told Jimmy you liked him...

    Ahhh. The joys of crush's.

    But we need to hang dear friend. :)

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