So it seems Josh wasn't cracked up to be all he said. He had a facade. He covered his true thoughts and feelings to make it seem like he was being honest to me, while not being so. I think I saw this, but refused to admit to it.
After all of the shit he has done, I remained okay. I didn't really care enough to be angry over things. But, the Valentine's Day gifts that I sent were another. I really put effort into to trying to make them special. Really. I did.
Now I find out that Josh felt bad about them because they were from me and not his ex Drew. A-hole. A-hole. A-hole. Well, that is cool.
I'm angry. But I will be over it tomorrow.
I did realize a few things though.
One: I don't want to talk to him anymore.
Two: I am glad I did talk with him though, because now I'm really good friends with his friend Amanda. She is so awesome.
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ReplyDeleteI like this. I understand what you mean, and how you can percieve a person one way, and then have them be totally different than you percieved them.
I hope that Love finds you, because I know how much it sucks to love someone when they do not love you back.