Lately you have been making me feel very under appreciated, for a lack of better words. You say things that make it seem like you treasure me, but as they say, actions speak louder than words, and your actions are revealing that what you say isn't really what you believe.I thought that maybe since in half a year, I'd be gone, we'd be spending more time together...but it seems...that time is spent with others. Maybe you'd rather be with them. I see. It pisses me off sometimes, though I don't say it. But, if you hang with others, so will I. I want to spend time with people that I will wholeheartedly miss.
As I've told everyone, there will be those I miss with my heart, those I'll know I won't see anymore, but not really miss, and then those that I don't care that I won't see them again.
I'm not sure where your standing is at the moment.
Sad, really.
Hun I know exactly how you feel. I have been there too. The guy would tell me that he loves me but his actions contradict his words. It was really difficult for me to trust him.
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